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Mental Health check-in

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Created
08.07.2019
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garmetar
Level 21
Status: Legal Alien
Sex Appeal: 6935
Reputation: 4988
Posts: 59
Antitheocra
15.12.2020 07:28:34
garmetar

LacunaBatata wrote:
Hello everyone! so this is a very personal issue but I'm out here to share it with everyone!
I've been overweight almost all my life, even though I was pretty much into sports and physical stuff but I always had extra pounds on my body. My dad died 4  years ago so I basically locked myself at home, ate all the time to feel better and I gained so much weight. People were telling me stuff like "You're too fat" "You should exercise" "You're ugly" "Your cellulite is disgusting" "Your stretch marks are so ugly" So I started having anorexic thoughts, and I made myself throw up and I ended up losing like 25 pounds in 1 month, I lost so much weight in an unhealthy way that my hair started falling and the skin on my palms were peeling off. I was in a very bad mental state, I hated myself and I was suicidal. Shortly after, I started going out more, I forced myself out and travelled, I hiked and found that nature and moving my body is something I feel comfortable with, so I started going to the gym to strengthen my body because I so want to climb a mountain lol xP, I forced myself to eat 4 chicken breasts a day xD, I lifted weights and got stronger, bigger and heavier. I literally said "FUCK THE SCALE AND FUCK THE PEOPLE" I will do what makes me happy and if someone is gonna comment I will fucking fight. Because it is my body, It is out of everyone's concern, If I'm happy being overweight so be it! I will stay overweight I am happy about it and no one is to judge me or comment on me! Right now I do have a few extra pounds, but I love it!! I am healthy, I am strong & my biceps are bigger than my guy friends lol xD! They can't beat me in an arm wrestle lol xD Love yourself, Love your body and fight for it, fight for your happiness, don't allow anyone to body shame you, you are beautiful the way you are <3
aahh!! im so happy for you!!! congratulations!!! 

15.12.2020 07:28:34
she/her
Truck Shepard
Level 27
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 14463
Reputation: 10323
Posts: 138
Atheista
15.12.2020 07:43:04
Truck Shepard

Bro im straight up havin a bad time. Ever since May everythings been shit but my sleep is legit fucked right now

15.12.2020 07:43:04
             Bleach Bitch ;* 
zagreus
Level 15
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 2558
Reputation: 1944
Posts: 5
Freethinkerland
15.12.2020 07:50:45
zagreus

I've been better .. work's been really stressful lately w/ most of our staff being put in quarantine, including my boss. She really kept the place in shape but with her gone the place is kind of falling apart. I've been doing what I can to keep things up and running but I honestly can't wait for her to come back. I really regret working over 50hrs this week. 

15.12.2020 07:50:45
just a beanie baby behind the screen 
torrenoia
Level 70
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 268949
Reputation: 39695
Posts: 1162
Atheista
18.12.2020 00:01:51
torrenoia

im so tired of feeling like im a bad person and i dont know how to stop. more and more lately i keep struggling with the thought that im just alone, i dont have any close friends and i never have. i dont know how to develop relationships with people and it hurts knowing ill never have even one person im super close with like everyone else i seem to meet does and i especially hate the fact that internally i get so jealous when other people talk about their closest friends or their partners and its terrible and i hate it because i know its bad and toxic for me to feel that way but i dont know how to get over those feelings because ive never had that and im just. so fucking alone and tired and sick of myself and i feel like the only reason why im even still around is to take care of my cat and i love her so much, but i just want human interaction. i wish i had someone i could talk to where were both happy and i wish i didnt feel so shitty and jealous when other people are happy because they have something i dont and being stuck with all of these thoughts just makes me feel like im a nasty, terrible toxic fucking person and i hate myself so so much for it

18.12.2020 00:01:51
they/them | (in a thick new yorker accent) ey im meowin ova here!!
Forest Witch
Level 46
Status: Legal Alien
Sex Appeal: 76566
Reputation: 48623
Posts: 1145
Secville
18.12.2020 21:53:46
Forest Witch

Attended my beloved aunt’s funeral today. Drinking vodka and crying on the floor after looking through old photos. Also we’ll be losing aunt’s house in the mountains, which has been like home to me. I can’t even describe the pain.

18.12.2020 21:53:46
“She never looked nice. She looked like art, and art wasn’t supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something.” - Rainbow Rowell
LacunaBatata
Level 41
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 54260
Reputation: 20010
Posts: 370
Freethinkerland
19.12.2020 21:53:07
LacunaBatata

I don't feel so good today.. Can I just find a place where I belong? 

19.12.2020 21:53:07
 

EdelweissSL
Level 61
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 175753
Reputation: 25937
Posts: 270
Antitheocra
19.12.2020 23:19:21
EdelweissSL

hello everyone. I suffer from many mental health problems, like asperger's, depression, ocd, mood swings etc. I am on a treatment plan and I have doctors who take care of me. As a child, my parents were overprotective for obvious reasons and out of pure love. I never did anything normal, never played with other children and spend all of my years studying and hanging out with my parents. When I turned 18 I somehow thought that things would change but my dreams shuttered in front of my eyes. I got in my city's university as a medical student which was a family tradition and I had no choice, although I wanted to be an architect more (there were many nasty fights with my parents but I accepted this reality for medical and financial reasons). With no dreams for any future and nothing to like about my life I thought I should make some friends. This ended badly, with a rape, alcohol problems, an abusive boyfriend and no friends at all. I have never had a single friend in my life. I also have no hobbies or whatever as I find it very difficult to find the pleasure in things. But then you have to stop yourself and say life isn't supposed to be fair, or even nice. you gotta work with what you get. that's it. 

19.12.2020 23:19:21
happiness is real only when shared 
miesha
Level 44
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 65601
Reputation: 33476
Posts: 1083
Atheista
19.12.2020 23:51:13
miesha

everything's been so much lately. i feel like i should just disappear with the person that matters to me the most and never return to everything i know in my world right now. it feels like no one understands the things i say even though they make the most amount of sense than everyone else. i know that sounds like a stuck-up thing to say but i don't mean it that way. i mean it as in the "i know more than you because i have experienced so much more than you have so i know what's going to happen so please just listen to me" way. i've experienced so much shit in my life that sometimes my mind feels 30 years older than my body. sometimes this is so overwhelming that i wish i was a kid again, clueless and inexperienced and happy. i'm always looked down upon because who i am as a person is confusing to people and it scares me. literally only one person in the entire galaxy understands me. why am i such a weird person??? i mean i know what made me this way but why couldn't i have been different? i don't know. i try not to let things get to me. everyone thinks i'm "radical" or "extreme" even though my ideas are actually very normal and make sense. for example my AP Gov teacher in high school said my ideas are very "radical left" even though all i had in mind was to bring equality to every person in the united states... how the hell is that "extreme"??? i hate how everyone around me is too much of a pacifist so it makes me weird because i don't fit in. i don't know where i was going with this, i just wanted to dump every thought that's been rotting in my brain today. i don't really need advice or reassurance or anything by the way, i just wanted to let this out. 

19.12.2020 23:51:13
19, she/he pronouns ONLY. Barely on the site anymore so don’t bother. Please don’t interact with me if we aren’t friends, it makes me incredibly uncomfortable and anxious. 
lexixel
Level 13
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 1879
Reputation: 1701
Posts: 6
Secville
19.12.2020 23:59:53
lexixel

Having a hard time dealing with the grief of losing my best friend of 10 years. She died too young. If anyone ever needs to talk- my dms are open :) 

19.12.2020 23:59:53
anyway <3
miesha
Level 44
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 65601
Reputation: 33476
Posts: 1083
Atheista
20.12.2020 03:19:49
miesha

I think someone tried to mock me on here but I don’t even care anymore. Living rent free in people’s heads as they say lol

20.12.2020 03:19:49
19, she/he pronouns ONLY. Barely on the site anymore so don’t bother. Please don’t interact with me if we aren’t friends, it makes me incredibly uncomfortable and anxious. 

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