- hugz <3im autistic, so its always been hard for me to make friends/build relationships, and im tired of being lonely. i keep having dreams that i have bfs, and for a short time i feel happy. then i wake up. its agony knowing that i have one friend and ive never been in a real relationship before. im 18 and ive never even kissed anyone before. im just tired. i want a bf so bad, but im just undesirable. plus, im non binary, which turns guys away. it just hurts rn. im sick of being alone.THAT bitch my heart is breaking a little. Sometimes we want something so much that our desperate want for that thing becomes as much if not more of an issue than anything else. I don’t know you personally, all i know is what i see of your activity on here. And what i see is someone who is very creative, insightful, intelligent, empathic and who communicates very well. I don’t see any of the negative traits that perhaps you think make you undesirable. We all have our idiosyncrasies and quirks, and i could list mine and make myself sound undesirable but that wouldn’t be good for me and my self esteem and i don’t do that anymore, and i don’t think you should see your idiosyncrasies as faults either. The world is wonderfully diverse and I am certain there is a match for you. I am alone too btw and dream of being in a loving relationship (again) one day. I am older than you and have been in relationships in the past but have not necessarily made great choices. I aim to make better choices in the future and I care less if people turn away from me because i want to be sure that the next person i am involved with is with me because they are serious about me. Don’t rush into a relationship because you desperately want to be in a relationship because those relationships generally don’t last long or end well. If you need help to navigate relationships then don’t be shy in asking your parents or a close relative or trusted family friend for advice. Take care and good luck xx
- hugz <3I had a dream I was in heaven and I met Sophie there. For context, creating music professionally is something I've always wanted to do, and Sophie is one of my favorite artists who I wanted to collab with one day, so I was really upset when she passed. Anyway, in my dream, we were hanging out. She was still making music, and I was hearing some of the new stuff she was working on. In that dream I had the opportunity to go back to Earth, and I asked her (dreams are weird) if she planned on releasing her new songs. She laughed and told me she couldn't, and that it was just for the dead. In a non-malicious way, as heaven was a very peaceful place to be, she told me I should come back if I wanted to hear more.Hi Lei, interpreting dreams can be a minefield, some are clear others not so. Perhaps this one is clear to you. Another interpretation (based on the brief description you gave) could be less dark than your interpretation perhaps. For example, in your dream you made the choice to return to earth even though you found heaven really peaceful and you were spending time with someone you really admired who otherwise you would never have the opportunity to spend time with. You gave all that up to return to the turmoil and pain of life on earth. The simple message here may be that you arent ready to leave earth to go to heaven despite all that heaven offers. And regarding Sophie’s offer for you to come back to heaven, I’m not sure if you read that as a temptation to leave your life on earth for good and that is causing you to feel uneasy, but perhaps you could interpret that as being a reminder from a friend who knows that there is a place for you where you can go and relax and get away from the stresses of life but that needn’t necessarily be somewhere final and separate from earth. It could simply be in your head and in your dreams or perhaps accessible through meditation. I don’t have the answer but just wanted to reinforce that there are other perspectives. Don’t force meaning and you will work it out. Take care xx
I'm not religious, I don't believe in an afterlife, let alone one with scheduled concerts, but something about that dream sort of messed me up. I wake up every morning depressed and go through each day depressed, but I felt so much at peace. I get that it was a dream. If I died, I would likely feel nothing. I get how the brain works. I know the Earth has much more music to explore-- it's barely about the content of the dream at this point. It's like my subconscious mind was telling me to end it all, and that if there was an afterlife, I'd be happier there. I'm not in danger of doing anything, I just don't know how to feel.
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- 79 points What is Ximbo land ?
The Internet republic of Ximbo lands is the worlds first Internet republic.
What is its mission?
To unite the world.
Where is MissBimbo.com? Miss Bimbo was much better than this site.
The Internet republic of Ximbo land was created by Miss Bimbo herself and is its more
intelligent successor. The old site was for junior bimbos. This site is for intelligent Ximbos.
What is the national flag of Ximbo land?
When was the Internet republic of Ximbo land
founded
2007
What is the capital city of the Internet republic of
Ximbo land?
Bimbo City
How many states make up the internet republic of
Ximbo land?
There are 6 states that make up the internet republic of Ximbo lands. They are
Atheistia, Freethinkerland, Reasonopia, Agnostica, Secville, and Antitheocra. Bimbo City is the neutral administrative
capital and is its own city zone. Boob Island is the home of the President of the Internet republic of Ximbo land
What is a Ximbo citizen?
A ‘Ximbo’ or ‘Ximbo citizen’ is a member of the internet republic of Ximbolands
community.
How can I become a Ximbo citizen?
In order to become a citizen of Ximboland you must first pass the Ximbolands citizens
test. It is free to become a Ximbo citizen.
What is a Ximbo senator?
A Ximbo senator is a senior member of the Internet republic of Ximbo land. Only senators
are eligible to put themselves forward for election to become State Ministers and then ultimately the Prime
Ximbo.
Who is the Prime Ximbo?
The Prime Ximbo is the democratically elected head of the Internet republic of Ximbo
land.
Where does the Prime Ximbo live?
The Prime Ximbo lives in the Pink House for the 4 month term they are in office.
I want to become Prime Ximbo. How do I do
that?
Any Ximbo citizen can become Prime Ximbo using the democratic process. Its a 3 stage
process from Senator>State Minister> Prime Ximbo. All Ximbo citizens can vote in general elections but in order to
put themselves forward to become Prime Ximbo they must first become a Ximbo senator. All Ximbo senators are
electable as state ministers. State Minister elections take place every 4 months also. Only state ministers are eligible
to then become the Prime Ximbo.
Can I become Prime Ximbo more than once?
Yes a Ximbo can hold the position of Prime Ximbo for 3 terms max.
How often do elections take place?
The Internet republic of Ximbolands holds elections every 4 months for Prime Ximbo and 4
months for State Minister.
Where do important discussions take place?
The Forum.
What is the treasury/Prime Ximbos salary?
The treasury/salary is the bank account of the Internet republic of Ximbo land. This figure
is transferred to the paypal account of the Prime Ximbo at the end of their 4 month term in charge.
How is the treasury calculated?
The treasury is funded by the Ximbo citizens.
A percentage of the money paid by Ximbo citizens via Paypal and SMS is transferred into the Ximbo treasury.
The rest is wisely used for further game development.
What's the national colour of Ximbo land?
Pink
How old must I be in order to become a Ximbo land
citizen?
Anyone over the age of 18 are welcome to become a Ximbo citizen.
When are the national holidays of Ximbo
land?
Jan 1st New years day
Feb 12th Darwin day
Feb 14th Lovers day
March 8th Womens day
March 21st Spring solstice
April 13th The Hitchslap Day (Christopher Hitchens birthday)
May 3rd National day of reason
June 21st World Humanist Day
Aug 2nd The Internet republic of Ximbo land national day
Sep 21st Peace one day
Dec 25th Newtons birthday
What is the currency of Ximbo land?
The Ximbo Dollar (B$). Currently it is pegged in value to the US$
Who is the President of Ximbo land?
Miss Bimbo is the president of Ximbo land. She founded the bimbo nation in 2007 after
escaping the tyranny, bigotry and and conservatism of the old world. You can read more about her here
and here
