my mother passed on the 28th of march and I have literally not had a good day since. i might smile and laugh with my family but I feel extremely empty now considering she was the only person who made me feel welcome and made me feel heard like everi'm so sorry for your loss, paniccdrillz </3 i'm sending you all my love
- hugz <3
FANTASY LOOK IS BASED ON BLOOM WINX CLUB
Sorry, this is sort of a ramble.hey, i'm writing a bit late but i just relate to it so much that i have to reply. i lost motivation to do anything in high school and gave up on all my hobbies. i was miserable and i hadn't done anything about it. this year i started college even though i didn't want it. i was constantly told that after high school there's not much you can do without college. and as it started had a full on mental breakdown because i just couldn't take it anymore. i basically quit it from the beginning. i started going to therapy and it helped me a bit. so i'm going to share what my therapist helped me realize, because i felt almost the same. first of all, you don't need to meet your family's expectations. i mean every parent thinks highly of their kid and they sometimes put a lot of pressure on them, which obviously isn't a good thing since it leads to the child feeling worthless. i am sorry you feel that way. but the thing is, your value isn't in how smart you are or what your grades are. there is so much more to it like how you treat your family and friends, are you kind, are you funny, your interests, your wins and failures, every experience of yours is what makes you you. you should let go of your parents' and society's expectations and set your own goals. it's not easy, but it can be something little, like, as you said, getting back into flute. but you will feel so much better when you accomplish it. i obviously don't know your family situation but i'm sure the most important thing is that you are happy, not a genius. even though i think you are being to harsh on yourself. i am really sorry about your mental state, i've been there and it sucks.
Sometimes I feel like I have nothing to offer. I'm not very smart and I was always told that I was as a child and now that I've gotten older and I haven't really lived up to that expectation of myself, it's hard. The only thing I'm good at I didn't keep up after high school and I knew I would never make it professionally even though I do think I was pretty good (I play flute). I think this is rearing it's ugly head because I've finally (tmi) started my period 4 days late and I'm in a lot of pain and I'm hormonal, but it's hard. I think playing flute again would make me happy but I think the loss of the clear tone I had in high school would discourage me. Maybe I should buy a book of music to get back in the groove. I was 1st chair by the time I was a senior and I feel like maybe I shouldn't just give it up. I'm not sure. My mental health has been on a steady decline since I graduated almost 2 years ago. I've barely picked my flute up since then. I just miss playing. What I really miss is marching but I can't do that anymore. And even if I could go to college and march, most college bands only march piccolos and I don't really like piccolo. I played it for 3 years in high school and it's just not really for me. I'm not really sure what to do.
- hugz <3
Audrey12345
- 558960 points
Susan Slutzky
- 305656 points
KatieBoutique
- 303224 points
l
- 200160 points
Janeze321
- 181078 points
laura_cat_again
- 20909 points
Susan Slutzky
- 10127 points
scacey
- 9877 points
SinksTears
- 9692 points
Iulja
- 9452 points
StrangeSnow
- 1995 points
Iulja
- 1396 points
jitterdeez
- 1361 points
Kittygirl213
- 1320 points
bimbzpaow
- 1268 points
Kalvin Bardot
- 290 points
SinksTears
- 90 points
scacey
- 87 points
psych0bambii
- 81 points
Contessa
- 73 points
RainbowReuben
- 554 points
Spirulina
- 110 points
CrazyMooMoo
- 109 points
BambiBimboo
- 79 points
CataleyaMia
- 79 points What is Ximbo land ?
The Internet republic of Ximbo lands is the worlds first Internet republic.
What is its mission?
To unite the world.
Where is MissBimbo.com? Miss Bimbo was much better than this site.
The Internet republic of Ximbo land was created by Miss Bimbo herself and is its more
intelligent successor. The old site was for junior bimbos. This site is for intelligent Ximbos.
What is the national flag of Ximbo land?
When was the Internet republic of Ximbo land
founded
2007
What is the capital city of the Internet republic of
Ximbo land?
Bimbo City
How many states make up the internet republic of
Ximbo land?
There are 6 states that make up the internet republic of Ximbo lands. They are
Atheistia, Freethinkerland, Reasonopia, Agnostica, Secville, and Antitheocra. Bimbo City is the neutral administrative
capital and is its own city zone. Boob Island is the home of the President of the Internet republic of Ximbo land
What is a Ximbo citizen?
A ‘Ximbo’ or ‘Ximbo citizen’ is a member of the internet republic of Ximbolands
community.
How can I become a Ximbo citizen?
In order to become a citizen of Ximboland you must first pass the Ximbolands citizens
test. It is free to become a Ximbo citizen.
What is a Ximbo senator?
A Ximbo senator is a senior member of the Internet republic of Ximbo land. Only senators
are eligible to put themselves forward for election to become State Ministers and then ultimately the Prime
Ximbo.
Who is the Prime Ximbo?
The Prime Ximbo is the democratically elected head of the Internet republic of Ximbo
land.
Where does the Prime Ximbo live?
The Prime Ximbo lives in the Pink House for the 4 month term they are in office.
I want to become Prime Ximbo. How do I do
that?
Any Ximbo citizen can become Prime Ximbo using the democratic process. Its a 3 stage
process from Senator>State Minister> Prime Ximbo. All Ximbo citizens can vote in general elections but in order to
put themselves forward to become Prime Ximbo they must first become a Ximbo senator. All Ximbo senators are
electable as state ministers. State Minister elections take place every 4 months also. Only state ministers are eligible
to then become the Prime Ximbo.
Can I become Prime Ximbo more than once?
Yes a Ximbo can hold the position of Prime Ximbo for 3 terms max.
How often do elections take place?
The Internet republic of Ximbolands holds elections every 4 months for Prime Ximbo and 4
months for State Minister.
Where do important discussions take place?
The Forum.
What is the treasury/Prime Ximbos salary?
The treasury/salary is the bank account of the Internet republic of Ximbo land. This figure
is transferred to the paypal account of the Prime Ximbo at the end of their 4 month term in charge.
How is the treasury calculated?
The treasury is funded by the Ximbo citizens.
A percentage of the money paid by Ximbo citizens via Paypal and SMS is transferred into the Ximbo treasury.
The rest is wisely used for further game development.
What's the national colour of Ximbo land?
Pink
How old must I be in order to become a Ximbo land
citizen?
Anyone over the age of 18 are welcome to become a Ximbo citizen.
When are the national holidays of Ximbo
land?
Jan 1st New years day
Feb 12th Darwin day
Feb 14th Lovers day
March 8th Womens day
March 21st Spring solstice
April 13th The Hitchslap Day (Christopher Hitchens birthday)
May 3rd National day of reason
June 21st World Humanist Day
Aug 2nd The Internet republic of Ximbo land national day
Sep 21st Peace one day
Dec 25th Newtons birthday
What is the currency of Ximbo land?
The Ximbo Dollar (B$). Currently it is pegged in value to the US$
Who is the President of Ximbo land?
Miss Bimbo is the president of Ximbo land. She founded the bimbo nation in 2007 after
escaping the tyranny, bigotry and and conservatism of the old world. You can read more about her here
and here
