Today took a drama queen's turn toward's the absurd.
OK there is 3 men in my life, I actually don't wish to 'Kill'.
I became a naked dancer for one, last night and it was just a playful activity. He asked to return tonight. I said OK.
Second man shows up at my door.... This afternoon. A Nordic man. Blond with Green Eye's and Gorgeous as a Movie Star.
He also asked to visit me tonight. I said OK.
Can you see the problem with this?
As if that wasn't problematic enough.......
DJ Pressure just got out of prison, and came by my home at the same time as my Nordic viking named 'CJ' was with me. ..... CJ saw his Limo, driving up my road, He pointed out it to me, and instantly knew who it was then; I ran to meet the car because I haven't seen him in almost 2 year's, and ended up ????
Missing the man I pretended to love for the past 6 year's. He is gorgeous, but I don't involve myself with 'man-whores'. My relationship with him is complicated. I am/ was, just his actress, but I also enjoy his skill in my studio. He know's me so good as a dancer, he mixes music as if he can read me as a sheet of music. He is so skilled he even give's me 'break's' while performing.
I now have 3 dates for the same night.
Feast or famine?
I made a huge mistake, I think and I'm not sure how I'm going to deal with this one.
I couldn't say No to the man who launched me to fame. 'DJ Pressure'.
Jose' just was first in line, last night asking for another date, First.
CJ is just an accident, because I'm sexually attracted to him.
Can a day get any worse than this?
I seriously hope they all show up at the same time.
That way I can just be a performer, and forget about my own interest's for the day.
3 admirers in my studio at the same time. might be funny.
Oh this is very bad, bad, bad !!!!!!
Yet I'm excited to see how 3 boyfriend's end up interacting, while watching me dance at the same time.......
Sound dangerous doesn't it ?
IT IS !
I can't believe I allowed myself to set up such a disaster......... Funny thing is, I'm the only one legally allowed to carry a firearm. I will be wearing it. It's warmer than a g-string.
I believe the men will behave. NONE OWN ME.
We shall see in the next episode of my, 'Life is Foolish' what happens.
I've had to change underwear 5 time's already in less than 10 hour's.
Bad and dread is what I feel right NOW, for how I'm going to control this situation......
Stage Fright ?
Yes, I admit it.
All 3 want to see me in my home as their best way to enjoy a Friday night.
OMG.......
[Edit] 20 minutes to show time........
Oh, i'm crawling out of my own skin right now......
I actually went for a walk an hour ago, and it didn't help because 'Moto-cross' racer's were using a 'track' I set up for them, as a 'city' benefit.
All wanted to show OFF their skills.
One man actually hopped a motorcycle up a 2 meter wall and landed both tires on the ramp. [ I didn't design this to be done ] I paused too long Cheering for him, all the boy's made a show for me, and it was so hard to finish my walk home. I wanted to be entertained by men who are BRAVE and fearless.
10 minutes to go...... Yet, I would rather be in Bimboland's right now...........
Picking a wedgy out of my ass crack, for sitting too long in one spot.
I suppose I better take my que.........
DJ Pressure has everyone in his control, and thank GOD he brought some fan's, and it has now turned into a show....
He save's my ASS, and doesn't even knows he is doing it.
PS: However I never consented to a show, but I'm going to do it anyway's.
He desired a welcome home party, and who am I to deny him that small pleasure.
2 minutes .....
and I must, smile through some 'pain' for a bit.
17.09.2016 00:14:32
