yoga and exercise isn't helping this time.
25.04.2017 14:14:34
Just called to make an appt. with a therapist. I thought i was experiencing PMS but it doesn't seem to be the case. I keep snapping at my kids and spouse. I was so happy and high yesterday until the evening when I crashed down and started hating myself again.
yoga and exercise isn't helping this time.
Haven't posted here for a while, just an update on what's happening in my world.
So my BFF is at about 7 months pregnant now and she looks like a very big watermelon, cant believe she has to push out a big ass baby soon. The other day she experienced hectic pains, phones me at work to tell me she think she's in labour. Almost fell off my chair but thank goodness it was normal contraction pains, still time is moving fast now. I'm so looking forward to her baby shower, will be the first one I attend. Gonna spoil this baby rotten. It seems like everyone is pregnant around me, kinda freaks me out. Feel like everyone's looking at me like "when are you getting there?" Still not sure how I feel about this...
Having a baby has never been a desire for me, I just wanto have fun/party/live. I realise having a child doesn't mean you disappear but I just don't know if I could do that much responsible stuff.. Lots of people recon I'll be a cool mom - but is this really what I want or even need? Hmmmm don't think I will ever be able to decide and commit to that decision 100% so much easier to just avoid conversations about it.
Work is hectic as usual, want to push the envelope a bit on getting a raise this year - the cost of living has gone up so much in this country.. Love life is great, cant complain at all which is so awesome since everyone else I know seems to be having issues in that space. My BBF got engaged when we went to Zanzibar for my bday last year, they broke up after a month and it was final in a text msg. It was so ugly. She only told me later that they didn't even get naked with each other since he also use to date her sister years ago. I don't know if I could sleep with someone my sister or brother also slept with - Euwwww!
They were such great friends before they dated, really think they were meant to be friends rather than lovers.. Still feel sorry for her, I'm pretty sure she will be the single spinster for ever - and I don't mean that in a bad way, just know her well enough to know. There's something very powerful to being on your own, but the longer you get use to it - the harder it gets to let someone back in again.
Anyway long weekend coming up and we get off work from Thursday till Tuesday next week, I am super happy! Gonna party this whole weekend and have some fun with my besties. Also chilling with some Netflix and warm socks (getting cold this side, not snowing cold but still cold to me).
Not the most exciting blabber but something :)
xoxo
kITTYStARZ921986 wrote:Just called to make an appt. with a therapist. I thought i was experiencing PMS but it doesn't seem to be the case. I keep snapping at my kids and spouse. I was so happy and high yesterday until the evening when I crashed down and started hating myself again.
yoga and exercise isn't helping this time.
Tequila
that gasoline you call tequila doesn't count :D
LOL Ok Dr.Mindy..what type of tequila do you prescribe? :-)
Mindy wrote:kITTYStARZ921986 wrote:Just called to make an appt. with a therapist. I thought i was experiencing PMS but it doesn't seem to be the case. I keep snapping at my kids and spouse. I was so happy and high yesterday until the evening when I crashed down and started hating myself again.
yoga and exercise isn't helping this time.
Tequila
that gasoline you call tequila doesn't count :D
LOL Ok Dr.Mindy..what type of tequila do you prescribe? :-)
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