17.01.2017 09:12:43
Mindy

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HeavenLeighBimbo wrote:

"I don't live in the city".  That was a serious reply ?   After talking excessively about being a 'city-tramp.'
   Gurrr..........   I hate 'fake' people.
   So your a  ???????????????   Can we trust anything you ever say?
   I thought I knew Mindy,  but I guess everything she say's is subject to her mood of the second.   
  She live's in an Airplane?    I guess that is possible?

      Anyone really wonder what her personality is like?   
  I didn't think so.    She proves it by copy-n'pasta'  to make 'HUGE' meaningless post's.  Empty of any thought at all.   The perfect Bimbo, TOO.
  A three 'click' wonder ???????  I'm beginning to suspect !!!!!!!!

   I could be so evil right now.....
  I will let her return from 'Jail' before I Mock her Properly.
  Face to face it is still like petting puppies and kittens..

  Someone just earned a BITCH.......  No Badge for that SORRY.   I will still Spit on you if your on fire,  but save that,  I have no use for your sort of Americanized Attitude.  Liberalism is a mental disorder in America.   Be consistent if Lie's are your way of life [ just trying to help you ].

   She declared a war against Bimbo's.   So  she discovered the simple truth of CAUSE and EFFECT.
  A simple lesson most girl's learn before the age of 6. EXCEPT in American collages.  It's not politically correct to be responsible for your own action's.
  Piff. Of Course all of Mindy's problem's are my Fault too.   It is her training, and my pure disinterest in being anyone's puppet.
    I was lucky to go to a religious school by my own 'Choice'. I paid for it all my self by being naked on a pole. No Student loan's and guess what,  My collage didn't refuse CASH, It taught me to be a woman with value's.   I didn't have that sort of education as a child and I had to pay for my tolerance of other human being's.  It wasn't a lesson that came naturally to me, as a 'whoreish teen.'   I couldn't even begin to put a number on the amount of people I had to smack, beat,  or allowed to be taken outside for more instructive lesson's, by men who love and protect me.
 
      I Made the choice to become an Adult, when I was ready to become mature.

   Yeah,  I don't live in a city ether......  FOR good reason's.       I despise people who can lie as a simple course of being alive in their environment.  I've seen it, personally, so don't bother defending what it take's to be a city dweller.    Even in the mountain's I lie to most people.  Nothing serious,   but off duty,
     I am ME. A stripper.....   and it is something that is so contradictory to anyone who see's my equipment in the garage.
  I admit I lead a double life,  sort of..........  The whole city know's me and my car,  so it isn't really a secret, among the 'law abiding people at truck-stop's and coffee shop's.  They know one side of me,  and other's know my 'dark-side'.
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    I don't want money to dance Naked.     I do it for my own personal fitness, and the appreciation of the audience.  I feel no shame  sharing such a body with the 'ugly population'.  Sounded Rude didn't it?  
           Haha,  If you wore my shoe's........  I wonder what you would do with my body..........
     I am almost sure 98%,  I would not like what you did in my body.

   Haha  Just teasing YOU BTW.   Who is comfortable in their own body?
    ME.  I could use about 10 more pound's,  but looking like a little girl has it's benefit's too in the Great American Perverse culture.
  For the past 15 year's I've only had sex with married men and women.  They are the most safest individuals to play with at this point in time of my life.

     I personally 'pity' new virgin's.   Your gene pool is very shallow by no fault of your own. Pornography, alone would allow me too,,,,,  if given the opportunity,,,,,,, To rob anyone of a boyfriend.   I've played that game too with often regrettable consequences. 75% of the time.
       Your boyfriend's are ignorant trash,  and I mark them, ' Return to Fucker. '
   
 In a way I think it is good for me to shame the men to go back to the 'dull women' they should be having sex with.
     I prefer to dance without any hand's touching me.

  Just saying, because I had so much fun making my skirt 'whip' today,  and  I got 'rushed' on-stage.
  It was a Mexican Bar !!!!!!!!!   Yike's !!!!!!!!    I wasn't wearing Panties and my hips started up a disaster in a room filled with testosterone.

      Bamm,  I was tackled by the security guards, rolled up into a ball, and carried off-stage when the fight started.
  I learned long ago, to just go limp when men have to protect you at-------- all cost's. 
   I still don't like being a 'Toy', but as a contradiction; I love dancing for Mexican Men.
                       They are often bold enough to join me at great risk to their own live's.
       Who would I be, to refuse a kiss to a man who put his life at risk for something as silly as a kiss.?
  I have exciting weekend show's.   Semi-retirement suit's my needs.  I'm learning to dance like a 'prancing pony.'  LOL
  so nasty; Bouncers have trouble compensating for my Bull=shit -too.  I caused the 'Riot' in a good way.
  Mexican Men see me as a goddess..  I'm not exaggerating, this POINT.   Both male and Female will bow to me in certain situation's.
   I am not even allowed to open a door for a female.  Farm worker, or other,    NO man passes me without an appreciative glance.
   In an Underground dance club this is a' Priceless' skill.    The 'tip's' get insane !!!!!!!!!!!
   Now just imagine being carried like a baby back on STAGE as an encore. 
   This particular 'owner' has requested me again after the show............
             I will accept,  but only on my term's.
  I will never be carried as a 'ball of fluff' by his employees !!!!
  I have legs after all and can walk very well all by myself.

cute that you say hate and attacking will not be tolerated then keep spreading hate and attacking yourself....there was no reason to bring hate or attack into this thread...yet you have elected to yet again just like you did in the other thread...you are incapable of being civil

ummm...where did I say I was a “city tramp?” I know your fragile ego is desperate to attack people when they don't agree with you...and now you are actually spreading it to different threads...but this is pretty pathetic even for you. Just because I don't have a car doesn't mean I live in the city....I clearly stated that I use a car service....in other words I hire a driver....they do have cars. As far as meetings and such...yes...they are mainly in cities...funny thing is that you can live close to the city without living in it and commute...I know that is a tough concept to grasp...but try. You literally just finished stating that you don't live in the city but you are in the city all the time...yet you don't think it is possible for someone else to do the same???? I am in them lots...for the most part daily...I simply don't drive unless I have a rental and enjoy living outside of it. “i can get a lot done on a 30+ minute drive if I am not behind the wheel” would be a reference to commuting while someone else is driving. And yes...stopping for drinks and meetings are generally in the city...then I have the driver take me home or wherever. Novel concept right...choosing to use the car service so I can have a few drinks and not get behind a wheel. And yes...I do bike or walk to neighbors and such...I am not so lazy that I can't hop on a bike and go a few miles....but like I said...Like I said the beaches (public) I generally don't bother and just stay at my home's access because they are indeed too far for me to want to go to without driving and getting a ride is just too much of a pain for it...it is the one downside to not having a car because sometimes I want to hit a beach with people on my own but using a service is too much of a pain for that. Times I don't have a car service because I don't anticipate needing it a bunch...like often times when I travel...I use Uber or a Taxi. Times I amd doing something where I want a car for an extended period I rent...but that is not often. As I stated...I don't get groceries...I just make a list and bammmmm....stuff is here. Sorry to hear that is such a difficult thing for you to conceptualize.

Also...what exactly am I copying and pasting beyond responding to multiple posts at once? And you are the last person on here that should be talking about long winded posts with no meaning...you are often all over the fricken map and if you think it hasn’t been discussed by others you are fooling only yourself...which is not saying much....you yourself have pointed out that you were rambling in some of them.

And if you want to talk about BS...I am going to go out on a limb here and say that most people understand that most of what you post is bullshit because I know I have seen it stated in PMs sent to me...but hey you like posting it so I shrug it off....I mean unless you took a break from being a police officer and truck driver and public safety officer...all of which you have said you are presently doing within the past month...to work in some office as a consultant only to have some sort of thing with the owner or boss or whatever. BTW...you recently made a comment that pointed out immigrants....specifically illegal Mexicans and something about you doing border security so you saw it a lot.... as being horrid drivers...and more recently you stated you are in the Yellowstone area IIRC...didn't realize there was a big ole border that suffered from mass illegal immigration nor even an immigration influx in the area...interesting. All pretty impressive for someone who just yesterday said she was a pensioner apparently looks like a little girl...not sure how you would accomplish that when it would seem you can not hold down employment for more than a couple of years.

...but go ahead and make some long winded reply that zigzags from here to there while you inform us that you did not instigate anything here and blah blah blah.....spin away....you think you are good at it so....

Of course I only bring this up because you are attacking and initiating hate...not me....are you going to put yourself in jail for that....you keep stating it is not acceptable.

...nobody has declared war except you...and that is simply because people opposed your view....but it is interesting to learn that the standing government wants us to start attempting to “call people out” 

17.01.2017 09:22:45
Mindy

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MonsterGaGa wrote:

OMW I love the latest posts, I simply cannot get enough of it!!!

So on the driving topic, I found this quite interesting as driving in South Africa is (I would vote for the worst in the world) dangerous to say the least. Here public transport is almost non existent, so you simply have to have a vehicle. We have busses in some areas but they are mostly used by schools and then we have the horrible taxi's... Taxi's here are the most terrifying and hated thing in this country LOL! Taxi drivers are part of like a mafia and you simply do not get into any altercations with them.

Passing your licence here does not necessarily mean that you can drive, some people bribe officials and just make this so corrupt. I only passed my test after the 3rd time, struggled a bit with the parking section of it. Not sure how it works over seas but the main parkings you have to complete is the parallel and ally docking test.  I still suck so bad at these parkings I just park as far as I can from other people LOL!  I have a little bit of road rage, depending on the mood - morning traffic is the worst for me.  I love driving though, it's a sort of right of passage in my country - freedom! Also you have better work opportunities if you have your license and own vehicle. Our laws are not too bad, in town 60/80km's are acceptable and on highways 120km's are good. However over 150km's and you are in big trouble.

Here's some interesting facts I found about the driving laws in other countries:

1. Denmark

Checking under a car before you drive off is something that is normally only done by drivers who have reason to think a bomb might be there – police officers in 1970s Northern Ireland, for instance.  However, according to car rental firm Avis, all Danish drivers have to check under the car before they even start the car. This practice is apparently not to check for bombs, but to see if there’s a person “underneath”.

2. Spain

It always pays to know what day of the month it is in Spain. Some Spanish cities insist that cars must be parked on the side of the road where houses bear uneven numbers on uneven days of the month and on the side of even numbers on even days.

3. Switzerland

The Swiss like to do things differently to the rest of the world; a fact illustrated by their driving practices. Anyone cycling in Switzerland, whether a Swiss national or a tourist, needs to purchase a yearly cycle insurance sticker.

4. Belgium

While the Swiss take quite a hard-line approach to cyclists, Belgian traffic lawmakers have a more relaxed attitude. In certain one-way streets, cyclists are allowed to travel in either direction “if indicated by a traffic sign”.

5. Italy

The phrase “When in Rome…” acts as a useful reminder that foreign drivers need to change their mind-set when driving on Italian roads. If you are driving outside a built-up area in Italy during the day you must use dipped headlights and then there are the laws regarding pets in cars. The Italian traffic police are fine about you carrying one pet in your car but if you have any more then you must equip your car with cages or netting in the rear.  Oh, and one more thing: in Italian cities you must park in the direction of the traffic.

6. Cyprus

When driving in Cyprus for the first time it is a good idea to stick a piece of paper with the words ‘food, drink and car horns’ to your dashboard. This will serve as a reminder that eating or drinking anything while driving in Cyprus is illegal. You are also prohibited from using your car horn near hospitals. Unless there is an emergency, horns should not be used at any times in residential areas.  And don’t forget to pay attention to the position of the Cypriot sun – vehicle lights must be deployed between half an hour after sunset and half an hour before sunrise.

7. Greece

Greek police really do have a zero tolerance to illegally-parked vehicles; they have the power to confiscate the number plates of illegally-parked vehicles and apparently they’re not afraid to use it!

8. France

From 1st July 2012, anyone driving in France must be able to produce a valid breathalyser if challenged by a gendarme. And if a French driver flashes their lights at you, they’re not inviting you to ‘go first’ but reminding you that THEY have right of way.

9. Austria

If you drive into the centre of Vienna you might well see a road sign with a picture of a bugle with a red line across it. It means that you can’t use your car horn.

10. The United States

California certainly has a reputation for unusual driving laws. Women driving on Californian roads are prohibited from doing so while wearing a dressing gown. Which is stranger: the fact that anyone would want to / the thought that a law should exist banning it or the idea that the law only applies to women?

Just thought the facts would be a good read.

xoxo

very interesting to hear some of this...especially your firsthand stuff from home...I know when I do actually drive I tend to drive excessively fast or excessively slow...not much in-between lol.  I get the road rage thing...I think a lot more people have some level of it than actually admit it.

some of the laws on the books around the US are crazy...I mean they are not enforced but still there.  I know there are places you can still be hung for cattle theft...technically. 

I once drove in Germany...the driving itself was not too bad but I couldn't handle the parking.  lots of places there I found that the parking was so tight that you actually had to push bumpers in front and behind to get out...is the parking there like that?  I know I never did manage to park like that...and had to get my friend to do it.  

The 2 worst places I have personally seen for driving are most of India and Seattle.

18.01.2017 00:43:26
Hypnotica

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Is It Bad That All The High School Things You Listed In Your First Post Are Things I Never Got The Chance To Do Back In The Day?

18.01.2017 03:34:11
HeavenLeighBimbo

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Driving law's.....   hummm....
  As far as the entry for California, goes....  It may sound silly, yet may also have bearing on the modern day fact of drug abuse.  
  So the Synthetic drug's Californian's are now being introduced too cause people to act like 'Insane people'.
  Believe it or not,   there is a trend of 'severe drug' user's to not only just drive seriously impaired by hallucinogens  but also while Naked. 'Designer Drugs'.[K2] and any other number of synthetic drug's flooding the West Coast from China.
  This is much more common than you think,  or is reported in the Media. Citing Privacy Law's in California law as an excuse. Only when someone is killed do they mention the ambiguous phrase, "The driver involved, was under the influence of an intoxicant."
        California wouldn't want you to know it,  it is just better to write a few more thousand's of laws punishing 'Lawful Driver's' and Thicken the Book's, in a politician's resume'.  Of course it isn't illegal, to drive as an illegal resident with no authorization to be in the Nation or State in the first place..... No driving test's or licenses or insurance required for Illegal resident's. Legal Resident's are totally RAPED by taxes and fee's and traffic infraction's no matter how minor.
     . So go figure that State out for yourself....
   I gave up long ago understanding Criminal behavior in Liberal " La-la-la Land".
    
  I'm quite sure; It is still Illegal to ride an 'Ass/ Mule' backward's on Sunday's in My State of Idaho.
 [  The animal in type is a bit subjective to interpretation as it does say," Ass or mule ".  It also doesn't mention 'How that Ass was ridden'. Where that Ass was ridden, or any real definition of what type of 'Ass' cannot be ridden 'backward's' on Sunday's'. 
[Or who's ass it was, being ridden. ]
         A rule nobody has been charged with since the the rule was written in the late 1800's.   Yet still a law because it was never removed from the book's.   Originally made to combat drunken 'Riding' by a well meaning politician.  The law remain's today, none the less, no matter how irrelevant it is TODAY.
   
  Law maker's don't remove outdated law's, they only add to them.     Prove me wrong. 
  It's called 'Job security '.   hahahaaaa  
  [Oppression is a huge MONEY factory when backed up by LAWS written by people who benefit from those $$$$$$$]. *    

        
        The modern era may be filled with 'Cookie-cutter people.'  
  It should come as no surprise to you I have flaw's too.   I should have just been a housewife.  [at least that was the common belief in the 1970's as I was in my formative year's playing with Barbie dolls,  and not computer's.]

  I filled my life with many goal's and occupation's and  culture's.    
   It was difficult and often very frightening,  but an experience better than an 'Uber-user.'  hahaaaaaaa
  I'm so sorry............     
  I am not used to mass-transit,  and the mere 'Idea' of getting into a car with a stranger,  just will never work out for me.  I would have a weapon pointed at the driver the whole time, and that is no way for anyone to live while trying to work.  'just saying'
  
  The 'Stranger-Danger Generation' Frightened about Molestation;  Now love's getting into Stranger's car's because an 'App' Told them too.
  A priceless full circle of stupidity that isn't worth the risk.
    No,  I would never allow  any friend to leave with a driver without an actual TAXI licence, or an approved friend of mine.
      It's Just My Way of protecting those I hold dear.   
   No 'App' can do that in your Apple Store.   Piffff
    
   Uber Kills Queensland, Australia Man after Running Him Over in His Driveway (12/2/16)

Florida Uber Driver Found Guilty of Running Red Light in Fatal Crash (10/14/16)

New Dehli Uber Cab Crash: Driver Will Face Negligence Charge (9/30/16)

Young Woman Dies in What Could be the First Fatal Accident Involving Uber in Singapore (9/28/16)

Federal Officer and Part-Time Uber Driver Sentenced to 5 Years for Fatal Drunken Driving Crash in Montgomery County, Maryland (8/3/16)

Woman Dies After Being Struck by Uber Driver in North Philadelphia (6/1/16)

Florida Crash Victim’s Family Files Negligence Lawsuit Against Seminole County Deputy, Uber Driver (4/19/16)

Uber Driver Shoots and Kills Six People and Wounded Two Others in Kalamazoo, Michigan (2/22/16)

Pedestrian Struck By An Uber Driver in Connecticut Pronounced Dead at Hospital (2/22/16)

Uber and Uber Driver Sued for Negligence After Collision Kills Passenger in Miami (1/14/16)

Lyft facing a wrongful death lawsuit after one of its drivers allegedly struck and killed Miami motorcyclist (11/19/15)

Woman Dies After Being Run Over by the Rear Wheel of an Uber Vehicle in Columbus, OH  (8/28/15)

Manhattan Uber Driver Strikes and Kills Pedestrian (3/10/15)

Lyft’s First Fatality: Passenger Dies In Crash Near Sacramento (11/2/14)

Seven-Year-Old San Francisco Girl Struck and Killed by Uber Driver; Uber Denies Responsibility (5/7/14)

  That is just a SHORT LIST. [ of clickable link's to nationally recognized new's service's. ]     

Edited to not include RAPES in the interest's of simplicity.

  'Drunk women' with an App to a man/driver' really can muddy the water's of what really happened.  

Hang-over regret??????   There is an 'App' for that too. Sobriety and Abortion.

[Sexy and in a car after hour's.......   ?] Let's be honest here...........

   Even I understand the power of my sexual abilities around men.  One word of interest, and they will go out of their way to tease me into sexual activity.

        Made a bit more funny because I originally lost my virginity in a CAR. 1984   LOL...........     Nothing is new.  But, cry babies are just louder now.

18.01.2017 23:58:39
Mindy

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I don't like that Uber is not licensed driver wise...nor certification for cars...I hate that it is not a level playing field for them vs conventional taxi services and think that something needs done to level the playing field.

what I do like...look at your driver's rating.  If you don't like it...pass.  If they suck...report it...Uber is very good about dealing with bad drivers if they are reported...they know they have to be.  the thing with Uber stories of accidents and such...they are publicized a lot more because it is a hot topic.  Cab drivers get in a pile of them as well.  I have had much better overall experiences with Uber than conventional systems.  

03.02.2017 04:31:58
HeavenLeighBimbo

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I've totally missed this thread.  I liked Mindy's previous post.  I never get that perspective.  Taxi's are something that really have never been part of my existence.  However. Hired Car's yes.  But it seem's so different when your usually more like a prop, with someone in a limo. Being paid to ride in a hired car just doesn't seem to count to me for any reputation point's. Hotel transportation, I also don't think count's because those have always been new and clean, and only filled with other people with lot's of money and happy attitudes.

   Being alone in a taxi, exactly once in my life, I really have no concept of public transportation beside's treating myself to a fairy ride, a train ride, a bus ride, ect, as if I was in an amusement park on holiday. I have been known to start playing on escalator's and elevator's because I rarely see them. I actually found it fun as a novelty, but I would hate to live with it every day.  Impossible for my personal sanity.  Ironically I work in the transportation industry now, yet I still mostly drive my trusty old mustang everywhere.  Hundreds of mile's per week because of the vastness of the mountain west.  It is a true blessing to drive here despite the distances because the trip is that beautiful.

  My real life has actually been filled with relationship drama as I described in the pub.
 Best place for emotional ranting, anyway's.

So Real Life today will have to be a work story.
 Bimboland's is sort of real life for me because of being one of those people who have to work in real life to make it possible to play the game. I submitted my reports, and suggestion's to the owner today.  I feel somehow relieved.  I spent a lot of time on it, and now I need to write up a report to the Bimbo's.  See how Real Life and Bimbo life really does intersect and combine for me.  Two entirely different report's that need to say exactly the same thing from two different perspective's.  This was never even considered as a task in my collage English classes.  It's a fun challenge as I do enjoy writing so much.

My 'full time' real life, and work was sort of funny today.  I got a new supervisor. I intimidate them, especially men and go through a lot of them.  This one will avoid me, at all cost's after today.
             [ I mean to say, " Leave me alone to be independent of supervision " ]
       I wasn't intentionally trying to do this, it just happen's when I begin to ask question's.
      You have to understand that I used to be the #5 at a company doing the same thing, but moved to a new company as a semi-retirement, 'something to do' sort of thing and I didn't want to be responsible for other people's welfare/safety anymore.
   So I'm way over qualified for the actual job I do now.  I interviewed my supervisor like that.
          The little details are what make's my real life so absurd sometime's.  Where this conversation took place.
    I had him trapped between two warehouse sized pallet's of bed-sheet's.  He is now avoiding me.
  It made me laugh for the rest of the day after I let him go.  Lucky for him that was an hour later because eventually I began to make joke's about the situation of us being trapped between the sheet's.  I ran out of serious thing's to talk about during that time,  
   I love playing mind game's at work.  I actually like this guy.  I hope he stay's for a while.  He seems to take a joke well enough anyhow.  Not to sure about his knowledge or skills  but it was only his first day after all. " Welcome to my playground." 
    

03.02.2017 07:36:37
Nonakins

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Oh, wow, all this stuff about driving and taxis! I've been in a cab exactly once in my life- heading from the airport to the hotel in Washington, D.C. when I went in the 8th grade for a national spelling bee (I'm pretty much queen of the dorks- this is seriously just the tip of the iceberg.) I live in a pretty rural area, so there's not too much Ubering going on, or taxis- we just find someone we know to come and get us! 
Those traffic laws are super interesting- I'd never considered looking up international travel laws, but I might have to start!

11.02.2017 04:02:53
HeavenLeighBimbo

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I just learned that a boyfriend of mine has died.   It was strange getting the new's from his girlfriend with whom I was part of the couples sexual entertainment life. Later as just individual sexual partner's.  That relationship was very unusual, but also very fun for me.   They treated me like a living Barbie Doll princess during our sexual adventure's.   So It is with great affection I'm thinking about him right now.    But Love?   It doesn't feel the same knowing I will never hear him play guitar and sing for me again in this life. A man who could impress a nymphomaniac that was Dan.  
  I'll miss him.  I still get Becka.  She was flirting with me during her visit.   She is so good at manipulating me sexually, I nearly got undressed for her, and only stopped because she was with a man I need to be careful around.  He saw me once during a private sexual party and is now obsessed with experiencing more.
  She brought the wrong guest, this time.     
   It's really strange  how Real Life turn's out.
  Becka kidnapped me from my husband's funeral to have pure sex.  She didn't let me go for 24 hour's. It was her way of making me feel desired, when I felt so very lonely. She is a bit mad like that.    
     I hope I didn't let her down tonight.  I just couldn't with that man in the room.
         Texting her in the morning is going to be so embarrassing for me because  I want some sex-time with her, but she is only in town for 2 more day's.
  My turn to tease, and I really don't have the time for anything but a ' quickie.' with her.

     Hummm.  I need to figure out how to make this work somehow. She mean's that much to me.  Yes, my perfect sexual playmate and friend.
    Dan did us together so well. 
         My real life sure has had some adventure's.  In Book form it would be nominated for banning and burning.   However the story of Becka and I would be so sexually stimulating for me to write and remember every second of the pleasure's we shared together.  It would be totally overwhelming for the reader.
    
  I would like to do a movie with her someday. It might be the only thing she might say No to.

13.02.2017 21:57:44
Aprilxox

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Don't mind me, just here to be noisy

25.04.2017 12:54:52
MonsterGaGa

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Haven't posted here for a while, just an update on what's happening in my world. 

So my BFF is at about 7 months pregnant now and she looks like a very big watermelon, cant believe she has to push out a big ass baby soon. The other day she experienced hectic pains, phones me at work to tell me she think she's in labour.  Almost fell off my chair but thank goodness it was normal contraction pains, still time is moving fast now.  I'm so looking forward to her baby shower, will be the first one I attend. Gonna spoil this baby rotten. It seems like everyone is pregnant around me, kinda freaks me out.  Feel like everyone's looking at me like "when are you getting there?"  Still not sure how I feel about this...

Having a baby has never been a desire for me, I just wanto have fun/party/live.  I realise having a child doesn't mean you disappear but I just don't know if I could do that much responsible stuff.. Lots of people recon I'll be a cool mom - but is this really what I want or even need? Hmmmm don't think I will ever be able to decide and commit to that decision 100% so much easier to just avoid conversations about it.

Work is hectic as usual, want to push the envelope a bit on getting a raise this year - the cost of living has gone up so much in this country.. Love life is great, cant complain at all which is so awesome since everyone else I know seems to be having issues in that space.  My BBF got engaged when we went to Zanzibar for my bday last year, they broke up after a month and it was final in a text msg. It was so ugly. She only told me later that they didn't even get naked with each other since he also use to date her sister years ago. I don't know if I could sleep with someone my sister or brother also slept with - Euwwww!

They were such great friends before they dated, really think they were meant to be friends rather than lovers.. Still feel sorry for her, I'm pretty sure she will be the single spinster for ever - and I don't mean that in a bad way, just know her well enough to know.  There's something very powerful to being on your own, but the longer you get use to it - the harder it gets to let someone back in again.

Anyway long weekend coming up and we get off work from Thursday till Tuesday next week, I am super happy! Gonna party this whole weekend and have some fun with my besties. Also chilling with some Netflix and warm socks (getting cold this side, not snowing cold but still cold to me).

Not the most exciting blabber but something :)

xoxo