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Mental Health check-in

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Created
08.07.2019
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BarbBto
Level 31
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 22919
Reputation: 13770
Posts: 137
Secville
20.07.2019 16:52:48
BarbBto

It's okay, I guess

20.07.2019 16:52:48
XoXo... 
Esuna
Level 46
Status: Citizen
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Posts: 585
Reasonopia
20.07.2019 17:57:55
Esuna

Hmm I've never been on Prozac only have been on Wellbutrin XL/Sr and Cipralex. Wellbutrin helped with my low energy levels and Cipralex I've taken for anxiety (which it did help and got rid of my anxious behaviours). My most notable symptoms were crazy dreams - which I'm sure most SSRI's cause, intense sweating ... I mean all of a sudden my armpits would be drenched, and flat mood/or blank emotions.

I've been off everything now though since March? I wouldn't say I'm depressed or have anxiety anymore. And I definitely do not miss having sweaty armpits 24/7. xD

20.07.2019 17:57:55
 Very busy with school at the moment, so temporary hiatus D:.
railophone
Level 64
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 204309
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Posts: 1076
Freethinkerland
22.07.2019 04:37:02
railophone

LMAO that totally sparked a memory I forgot. I also sweat like a mad man on SSRIs! Specifically Zoloft. My doc was like we can give you something for sweating (haha let's not prescribe a med to treat another med's symptoms), but I ended up switching to Wellbutrin a few weeks later. I also stopped SSRIs bc I literally could not cry while taking them, even if something was really upsetting or sad. 

Honestly Wellbutrin has been so much better for my productivity, I don't feel like I have to sleep 16 hours a day. :P The effects on norepinephrine and dopamine really help lol. 

22.07.2019 04:37:02
You can't keep doing shitty things and then feel bad about yourself like that makes it okay. You need to be better. -S3E10 Bojack Horseman
VenussB
Level 14
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 1862
Reputation: 1373
Posts: 5
Reasonopia
23.07.2019 21:14:12
VenussB

It's normal

23.07.2019 21:14:12
Hapaya
Level 17
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 4038
Reputation: 2564
Posts: 12
Atheista
25.07.2019 00:47:56
Hapaya

Hanging by a thread

25.07.2019 00:47:56
*frost*
Level 39
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 44589
Reputation: 21039
Posts: 18
Freethinkerland
12.11.2019 08:54:01
*frost*

X

12.11.2019 08:54:01
xxx
ElvyriaBlackjoy
Level 10
Status: Citizen
Sex Appeal: 727
Reputation: 1265
Posts: 1
Agnostica
12.11.2019 10:55:22
ElvyriaBlackjoy

Pretty good :D

12.11.2019 10:55:22
mmmathlete
Level 25
Status: Citizen
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Reputation: 8234
Posts: 428
Atheista
14.11.2019 23:47:20
mmmathlete

It's okay, I've been sleeping a lot, more than is good for me, and I still feel pretty groggy all the time

14.11.2019 23:47:20
railophone
Level 64
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Posts: 1076
Freethinkerland
30.12.2019 06:34:57
railophone

I know this thread hasn't been posted in for some time, but I really need to get my thoughts out somewhere.
I'm home with my parents until new years, which is hard enough, because they're much older, and my mom is constantly criticizing my life choices despite the great things I've done. I'm also working on residency applications right now (I know, I've told so many people) and I'm always constantly anxious now. Residency applications are super scary, and I feel like I am not a good enough applicant to match with my first choice residency, which is the hospital that I did 3 of my clinical rotations at. My GPA is just average for my school at 3.45, I don't have a lot of research experience, I didn't work during school, and I only held 2 leadership positions. I guess this is technically better than some other people, but I still doubt myself.
I have essentially doubted myself my whole life because of the way I was raised and thinking about that also puts me really down. I didn't deserve to be treated the way I did when I was a child; I knew I had depression at a very early age, likely elementary school, but I wasn't allowed to get treatment until my last year of high school. That's a lot of years to suffer. My parents are old and from Vietnam, where mental illness is taboo and "no one has it," so they didn't understand my needs until I feel like it was too late. Now I'm afraid I'll be depressed and anxious my whole life. I still do great things and work really dang hard, and all of my preceptors and teachers have loved working with me, but it's so hard feeling like you're inadequate. Feeling inadequate literally just sneaks its way into every part of my life, and all of this has been exacerbated by the amount of stress I'm under lately. 
I feel like crap. I'm on medication which is really great but this added stuff on me lately makes me feel like what I'm on is not enough. I am afraid to up my dose of bupropion because of the risk of seizures at higher doses, and I am afraid to use my clonazepam because I don't want to be dependent on it. I'm mentally and physically exhausted from working on these applications and sleeping at literally horrendous hours. I'm having a really freaking hard time right now and I just needed to vent and cry a bit.


Thanks for coming to my TED talk

30.12.2019 06:34:57
You can't keep doing shitty things and then feel bad about yourself like that makes it okay. You need to be better. -S3E10 Bojack Horseman
Namastis
Level 150
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Posts: 3551
Secville
30.12.2019 09:10:01
Namastis

Rail, so sorry to hear... First, you are not a crap. You are a great, clever and valuable girl. The best version of yourself. I know sometime is easy to forget about it, but you need to know that you are really fantastic. For sure in my opinion. 
It is important moment in your life. I believe is stressful. All you can do is to work as hard as you can. That's it. I have this trust, you know, if you work hard and you are a good person, universe is kinda fair and your work will bring results. Once again. You need to believe in your own power. But also find the balance. Your health and life is way more important. 
I'm sorry you have no support enough from your family. I know it is crucial to have it when you face with mental problems. I've been there. Do you talk with a specialist? Someone who could help you to find a way how to speak to your parents? Do you have a friend to listen to you when it gets worse? If you ever need to talk to a stranger who won't judge you, you know where to find me :) :*

30.12.2019 09:10:01
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