I had a very complicated Holiday Season........
Once again, something I care to forget about.....
A holiday in Las Vegas? OMG !!!!!!!!
A wedding, ect, All the way to being taken to a drug-dealer's 'farm'........
A religious Temple, and children in a 'bowling ally'
Looking up at EVERYTHING FAKE. My host desired...................
And STUNNED because even in a Non-Smoking Room in a Hotel the smell of Drug's was the scent of the HOUR..... I didn't ask for THAT, or needed it in my life.
This was the Worst Holiday, I have ever experienced......
Visiting a city, where I saw nothing...... but a people I only pity ............. OMG !!!
People really live like that? !!!!!!
My holiday Cheer was raped, and I was crying while I faked a smile........................
Never take a Mountain-Girl, into the city to go shopping and see the show's..........
Even on holiday...........
She will die of boredom. [ At least I did. ]
Post script......... 'Never take a Local', to the place they escaped FROM.........
My Benefactor, didn't realize this was going to be a trip to HELL for me....... and I did my best to FAKE EVERYTHING.
I was not Happy............... and became very angry as my host tried to buy me , EVERYTHING.
I didn't want 'STUFF'.......... I wanted the woman to be a person with me.
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Once again, someone tried to BUY ME........ for Christmas......Even Wealthy Women; Think I'm a Whore. :(
I cried, because I NEED NOTHING, and my date couldn't give me the respect to donate, the money and gift's to random people, in HELL.
Yes, I started a Fight, with my Host....... over MONEY.......... for Christmas.
I told her to buy random women, Gift's instead..... . She failed to understand my message................... SO --->
And [ I ] screamed that, " I NEED NOTHING, so STOP trying to buy me souvenirs",
From a City I despise and actually HATE being IN.
Thank God it is over for another YEAR.
I'm personally banning Christmas from my life, from this point forward.
I can FAKE Cheer for everyone else, and quote a scripture too....... but my heart is dead to all holidays, now.....
I see no point in them............
They have lost all meaning to me, because of the PEOPLE I'm constantly Around.
Small town's...................... = DULLNESS.
At least I had hoped for a fun 'road' trip !!!!!
To a Major tourist destination-
and holiday.... but life is never quite what you expect.
I cried for Christmas, and didn't open a single present...................
I put them instead, in a care box for the women's shelter.............
Someone SMILED, and that was all I wanted to happen. I wonder what the poor and physically abused women, GOT? :)
My client's did them well, I'm Sure.......................
That is as much, Holiday Spirit I could have in 2017.
I did let myself get 'screwed' for New-Year's EVE-into DAY..... A clean 'Random woman' who wanted a fashion show and wanted back-stage access to watch my 'transformation's'into------------ Who she admires.
I did a private show for friends and guest's.......... and took it to being actually 'Naked'.
Wearing only 'Victoria's Secret' clothing and Dressing DOWN. as an angel.
Personally, I had too. One last dance for 2017...... and only close personal friend's were allowed to attend this party.
I wore only the clothing I was Given in Las Vegas.
My gratitude, was MINE to Share.
The woman who bought all the Items of clothing I modeled for the party, was NOT invited. Ironic ?
NO, JUST STUPID...... She fell apart, personally seeing what I could do on the Las Vegas Strip, just being ME.
She feared the attention I was getting, and couldn't understand it, even though I warned her it would happen. * She didn't believe my explicit warning's !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She rented me... and got more than she EXPECTED...... All was fine, in my opinion. However, I've Never seen a woman become so jealous about ME,'
being'
Exactly, Who they PAID ME to BE.
But that is a story for another day............ because money cannot buy personal FREEDOM.
She Bought the FUN, she could NEVER WEAR, and never was allowed to see......
A Pity, but some people just cannot understand what true Freedom is....
Even when it is DEMANDED, by the Bitch they want to FUCK.....
I said, "Good Bye".. to 2017........... and used her purchases, to thrill my community.
To bad she never saw how BIMBO I am............... Fake-booked to hell, and never saw what a real bimbo does......
But she does have many angry picture's of a model in distress.
I'm Human, and REAL, and I know How to be me. [no batteries required]
03.01.2018 06:49:22
